a good ritual

it was a very fine night to enjoy dinner with my other 9 friends last night. we had a good laugh catching up on some snippets and latest gossip over dim sum fest. fyi, that was not the first time, in fact we did that many times before and reminiscing on a lot of stupid yet funny memories about each other had never bored us much. we laughed like no others business but end up no one felt disheartened. we know there will be another 'reunion' and the same topics will be discussed all over again, but we could not even care less. we believe this viscous cycle that can keep us alive here. good laugh, good food, good company, what else could you ask for?

post exam syndrome

my exam is over. i screwed up here and there but o what the heck, holiday is just way important to me. and talking about how idiot was i just now is really destroying the mood. i was startling like a 5 year old boy and sweating like a pig inside his room. all this while, i have been busy preparing myself with everything about immature senile cataract but end up getting bombarded with questions of congenital cataract which is apparently obviously not my cup of tea. anyway, a big thank you to my generous examiner who really loves me so much and still passes me. i think he might see a good fortune in me. bah!

post-script: when i was telling you i have been busy preparing myself with everything about IMSC, it was actually a big lie.

tough decision

peeps. lets do some statistics here. out of 10 people, 9 of them are those who cannot make decisions. they are trying to be declarative but still so innocently indecisive. and to fulfill the puzzle, you seriously depend on that one and only friend who is a natural decision-maker.

o well. i am one of those 9 and i do have lots of friends who happen to share the same trait with me. we are all the followers and leading is too much to handle. i guess that is the real world that we are living in now. yin and yang, does that ring a bell?

we have always came at the situation where decision-making is a massive trouble. sometimes, we did not even know where and what to have for lunch for God's sake. some will just keep the mouth shut during the whole conversation, and some will come out with stupid ideas which is actually list of place where not to have lunch. but the most annoying are those who will still have the guts objecting decisions instead of contributing ideas.

life is a roller coaster

peeps. i thought life is easy. but i was wrong. life is utter difficult i must say. and i thought 2010 will promise me lots of good things but apparently i have been offered with lots of breakdown for the past 4 months. i have no idea how many times i have mentioned to myself "i am at the lowest point of my life''. i bitch about almost everything, especially when it comes to outside rotation. everything seems unpleasant to me. bed, hostel, water, weather, food, oh i am like the bitchiest cry baby bitch boy ever. but, at the end of the day, i know i just secretly miss my hometown so bad.

anyhow, i am in holiday week now but argh screw exam, i have to see my examiner, an ophthalmologist tomorrow morning. eyes are just too micro for me which make things crystal-clear that i will not make a good ophthalmologist. period.

Department ten: Ophthalmology

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