do sacrifice

i must say, though, this is totally absurd, the same thing is now really getting under my skin, just like previous years. i am a social retard. mingling and socializing with relatives and old friends have always been my big problem. i do love them, but i just cannot help myself feeling intimidated and awkward. my inferiority complex easily grows just like that. yes peeps, i know this is silly but this is my Achilles heel.

anyhow, don't get me wrong, i do love festivals especially eids. they always bring happiness. so, in conjunction with the festival of sacrifice that we are celebrating tomorrow, i think i now have a sacrifice to make. wish me luck!

Happy Eid al-Adha!

of six decades and two years

i am always a stubborn kid to you. but trust me, from the bottom of my heart, i am always that kid who never stop loving you. Happy 62nd Birthday Ma!

a day before merapi's first eruption

i've skipped a lot of important phases of my life here. one of them is the fact that i've graduated and officially no longer a medical student. it was a big thing actually had happened to me since i've been tagged as a student for twenty freaking years.

while many people at my age are driving their own cars, enjoy strolling with spouses and kids at park and malls, exhausted looking at bills and taxes, i am to be seen sweating on upcoming exams, overspending his scholarship money that eat him alive and leave him penniless, stalking people on facebook and envy friends because it is so easy for them to get this and that. and now, yeay! me, i am a step away from those stages.

anyhow, all the years of sweat, tears, hardwork(?), laughter has paid off! Alhamdulillah.. and allow me to share with you some photos of my oath-taking ceremony on last October 27.

and i swear i will never stop making you proud.

day 15

have a happy married life, bucit!

i've made it. so peeps, that was my first high-school friend's wedding I attended. it was good to see old friends and keep up with their latest updates. everyone seems doing good now. it was utterly nice and to see few good friends showing up with their life-partners and kids, really put a smile to my face. it was beautiful! kudos to you guys! you earned it!

anyway, since i am back here for good, don't get annoyed first, this is just the beginning of me, bugging you guys!

photo credit goes to jali the 'saru' dentist