grrr..

oh my goodness. these people are really getting off my nerve. i was there just because i felt obliged to be there as your effing relative. now you've made me feel like puking everytime i see your butt-gly face.

peeps, now you see why mingling with relatives is always an issue for me. too bad, my threshold of patience towards them is set extremely low.

post-script: pardon my language.

another good year

kek gula hangus and oreo ice blended were not bad at all. it might look pretty awful up there but seriously, it's helluva dee-lish-ess meal i had for birthday breakfast!

big sister bought this for me, big apples. they were scrumptious but it made me silently miss jogja j.co inside.
i know this time will be pretty boring as we do not actually celebrate birthday as in throwing a birthday boy/girl a party and no good friends around or charades or rsvp invitation on facebook but this year, my birthday here with family is freaking awesome because of this,

thank you ma. this is awesome awesome awesome.

what a splendid year!

anyhow, it is another year of hijr calendar and i wish all of us to be granted and blessed with another chance of great ni'mat and rahmat ahead. happy 1432H!

wishlist

i know it's pretty too late to tell ya my birthday wish list here because people won't bother much to buy me any now, but why would them?

anyhow, screw this. it's my big day. i guess i deserve today as it's all about me day. so peeps, now i present you the list.

1. friends complete series 1-10 dvd box set
yeah, it's pretty lame but seriously, i love friends very much. i locked up myself in my room and i even called off my day out with friends just to watch friends marathon series on tv. i ditched my friends for friends, how ironic is that? lol

2. chilewich messenger bag
whether it's tote, briefcase, camera bag or hand bag, i think every man needs a bag. me myself cannot stand having handphone bulging out from my front pocket or wallet sticking on my butt. seriously. and i've came across this bag. the design is not too loud and very classy, i must say. i think it's awesome and someone should get me one because i have no freaking idea where the hell can i get this in malaysia.

3. ray-ban's aviator sunglasses
damn i was born with flat nose and no glasses on earth will look fine on me. but once again what the heck, today is my big day. i want them because they are aviators and they are ray-ban. period. anyhow, it's filthy expensive for you to give me a good nose-job out there, so i guess a pair of ray-ban is a better deal.

4. canon's digital slr camera
regardless my awful photography skills, i've always wanted this one. for the time being, i am not attaching you what canon model i want because as the time goes by, i know canon always come up with promising model. and fyi jonathan canlas is always my favorite and my so called mentor but pardon me he is actually infamous for his film photography, not digital (lol blond moment).

5. iphone 4
it's awesomely awesome, enough said.


peeps, the list can actually go on and on and on and on until you people can pass out reading it, but to think back i'd just keep it up to only five, because i believe life is not about what are your wishes but, it's actually how you go for them. so, will you put on efforts or, patiently wait for another shooting star to across the midnight sky?

happy birthday to me and to all december 3 babies around the world.

alhamdulillah...

photo credit here, here, here, here and here

do sacrifice

i must say, though, this is totally absurd, the same thing is now really getting under my skin, just like previous years. i am a social retard. mingling and socializing with relatives and old friends have always been my big problem. i do love them, but i just cannot help myself feeling intimidated and awkward. my inferiority complex easily grows just like that. yes peeps, i know this is silly but this is my Achilles heel.

anyhow, don't get me wrong, i do love festivals especially eids. they always bring happiness. so, in conjunction with the festival of sacrifice that we are celebrating tomorrow, i think i now have a sacrifice to make. wish me luck!

Happy Eid al-Adha!

of six decades and two years

i am always a stubborn kid to you. but trust me, from the bottom of my heart, i am always that kid who never stop loving you. Happy 62nd Birthday Ma!

a day before merapi's first eruption

i've skipped a lot of important phases of my life here. one of them is the fact that i've graduated and officially no longer a medical student. it was a big thing actually had happened to me since i've been tagged as a student for twenty freaking years.

while many people at my age are driving their own cars, enjoy strolling with spouses and kids at park and malls, exhausted looking at bills and taxes, i am to be seen sweating on upcoming exams, overspending his scholarship money that eat him alive and leave him penniless, stalking people on facebook and envy friends because it is so easy for them to get this and that. and now, yeay! me, i am a step away from those stages.

anyhow, all the years of sweat, tears, hardwork(?), laughter has paid off! Alhamdulillah.. and allow me to share with you some photos of my oath-taking ceremony on last October 27.

and i swear i will never stop making you proud.

day 15

have a happy married life, bucit!

i've made it. so peeps, that was my first high-school friend's wedding I attended. it was good to see old friends and keep up with their latest updates. everyone seems doing good now. it was utterly nice and to see few good friends showing up with their life-partners and kids, really put a smile to my face. it was beautiful! kudos to you guys! you earned it!

anyway, since i am back here for good, don't get annoyed first, this is just the beginning of me, bugging you guys!

photo credit goes to jali the 'saru' dentist