*sigh*

... yes, I'm screwing up friendship like I've always done. (yes, please laugh in my face if you feel so)

post-script: I am deeply sorry if I ever disappointed/irritated/hurt you. Indeed, I do.

Feel like my heart is going to burst

... when you can't just express your true emotions. For the record, I do not like everything about what's going on. And, living by the rules of "oh-I'm-OK-I-don't-mind" is really killing me now from inside.


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Troubleshooting

Q:Why being an introvert in real world is utter difficult?

A:It's because our world LOVES extroverts.

Having no fun here

Department nine: Department of Psychiatry

Meeting with those who really live in their own world, suicide is the one and only option left, fellow junkies, etc did flip my perspective towards mental disorders to the other side.

photo credit here

Lesson of the day

I've learned a lesson today. There are reasons why it's inappropriate to ask people's sex life.

It's either they might not do well sexually and do not want the whole world knows about it or they do not want to take you down a peg just because they are way way way better than you.

Obviously sex life above is just and only an example.

... and i'm not a terrorist

This is the perfect couple on screen and has never never NEVER disappointed me anytime. Their next project is coming soon (February 11) and I'm DYING to watch it.

hopefully this will exceed my expectation

photo credit here

The tweety

If I am ever an active Twitter, today will be the day I tweet for like every 5 minutes or less whining on how devastating my current life is, and these are some of them:

I skipped my dental appointment on purpose.

I think I've to watch my waistline back. It's getting hideous I tell you.

I say my financial status is at crucial. Another penny spent will cost me bankruptcy.

I do not want to meet dr Ahmad at any costs. I haven't studied and that darned facebook is the culprit.

I am indecisive between to cut or not to cut my unruled hair.

I did not reload my prepaid balance because I have insufficient savings. Oh dear me.

I feel like puking when reading at my own Twitter now. This made me hate my life very very much.

I think I should stop now.

Good night.